So, uh, hey. Long time no see lol. How have y’all been? I’m alright. Just adjusting to the new world and how I fit into it. Ya know. Honestly things have been more or less the same. I’m still a loser. Okay, not really but you know what I mean. I very much still have that self-deprecating thing going on, for better or for worse. And I can guarantee you that it is for worse.
But that’s besides the point, mostly, I feel. But who knows, I am but who I am. Wait, have I used that line in a poem yet? Because if I haven’t, then I need to. It’s pretty solid. I will say I know I have grown in my emotional maturity, which feels weird to comment on, but hey, that’s the way it goes.
There’s this girl, and lord don’t I know it, every time I say those words, it usually means that I’m overreaching and will never act on the potential feelings that are manifesting. And for the most part, that is true. But there is something different about this go-round. And that is that I will actually talk to her, and I will actually attempt to be friends with her. I know, I know, quite a shocking development. Me, talking to a girl. Look, it was bound to happen sooner or later lol.
She seems really cool and she’s into the artsy fartsy stuff that I’m into. So at the very least we can find friendship in that. Which I will consider a success. I am not, and I will not enter into this with preconceived notions of where it will go. this friendship will go where it may, and I shall simply follow.
Anyway, I should go. I’ll catch ya on the flipside.
Bison Musings 