May

What’s good with you? Yeah, pretty much the same over here. The semester is nearing it’s end. We’re in the final week, and everything is piling up. It’s truly a piece of work. Me? I’m handling it the best that I can.

Writing papers, completing take home quizzes. It’s strange really. Everything is tinged with this note of sadness. And it grows larger the more I think about it. Now, that part isn’t really strange. Happens all the time. I guess after getting used to not feeling anything for so long, sadness just hits harder. Any emotion hits harder I guess. What I would give to feel again. It’s been far too long. I’m still here though. Surviving. Somehow. I’ve got to move in like a month. So that’s fun. Moving during a pandemic. Would highly reccomend lol.

Shit, that means I need to start packing everything up in the next few weeks. Definitely my least favorite part about moving. On the bright side, I can throw so much shit out. There are so many goddamn shirts I haven’t worn. Those can all get donated. Is there even any place that I can donate to during this time? I would imagine so. But who knows, should probably get on that soon. But the rest of the physical things will need to get packed up. Man, I’m gonna have to downsize. Studio apartments are way smaller than where I’ve lived the past two years. What a crazy ride I just realized I’m getting on. I am not nearly as prepared for this as I think I am. Shit.

I’ll let you know how it goes in the next few weeks and if there’s anything I think you should know. I guess that’s all for now. Catch ya on the flip side, love ya ❤