Hey, how’s it going? Me? Oh, you know. I’ve certainly been better, but things are going aight.
Anyway, the reason I’m here again is, well. You remember Bridgett, yes? And my whole plight/predicament with her? You do, wonderful. Cuts down on the backstory I need to explain. Now where was I? Oh, yeah. Update on that whole ordeal.
So it’s last night, and she’s invited me to a party at her Co-op. It’s fun, a good time. As the night progresses, we’re both very drunk. And somehow the topic of relationships are brought up. You know, just small talk about past crushes and whatnot. When the conversation inadvertently switched to our relationship.
Whatever it may be. I explained my stance on it, how I got to feel what I felt at that time. And how when I asked her out and she said, “no” that didn’t super change our friendship. I did admit that I was conflicted about some aspects of it, but I chalked that up to that’s just how she is with her friends. And yes, that’s true. So we hashed it out and came to the understanding that we’re just good friends.
And I’ll be honest, that’s what I needed to hear. I needed there to no confusion on the matter. I’m a doubter, and so I need to be able to see as much of the full picture as I can before I’m able to make an actual decision.