Do you ever just feel alone? You know what I mean, lost in whatever you’re doing. As if you’ve been traveling for hours, and you lost the map at minute 3, now you’re just here. You too? Awesome, lovely. Good to know I’m not just alone in that.
What about relationships? Have you any luck with those? And I’ll let you decide but how you want to define them. Whether they be friends, significant others, family, doesn’t matter. They’re all the same in the end, just varying degrees of intimacy.
Of course, what do I know about that? I’m 0 for 2 on starting relationships, the first time I didn’t see what was right in front of me and I let it slip through my fingers. So, I thought on my second try, I’d be more proactive. Now I will note that it took me many years to work up the courage to be able to reveal my feelings. And when I did, well, a swing and a miss was all I have to show for it. But I’ve moved past that initial notion of self-loathing and sadness, mostly. It’s a thin line to walk, and I’ve fallen off many a time.
Love is hard, yo. I’m still searching, and I trust that you are as well. I’ll find it someday, I believe that much. Until then, here’s to the glass merchants of the world, may you one day realize your personal legend was within you all along.
Bison Musings 